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California & Other Stories

by Megan Slankard

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1.
California 03:40
You're so funny You're so funny I can hear you all the way, clear across the country You never if you're behaving You're your mother's favorite baby But your father don't know quite what to do with you, boy Did you get what you came for? Did you get what you wanted? Put a ring on her finger, and she might give you a daughter Will it fix all of the problems you've had since you were in college And you haven't figured out what to do with them yet? It's the right thing Listen to your heart sing Listen to the feeling Listen to it beating, it's pleading Listen to your pain Listen to what your mama says So, you do what you gotta And you take what you want to But you better leave me You better leave me with California California You're so stupid I think you're so stupid Did you think that the whole world is tryin' to bring you to your ruins? You can dress it in disguises But there should be no surprises When there will always come a time you've got to deal with it I put everything you gave me In a cardboard box Drive it to the corner of the neighborhood thrift shop If it's from you, I don't want it But some lucky sucker coming in this week Will find some really good shit It's the right thing To listen to your heart sing I listen to the freeway The sound of you leaving It's freeing Listen to me soar I'm not afraid of you anymore So you do what you gotta And you take what you want to But you better leave me You better leave me with California California It's always been the right thing To listen to my heart sing Listen to the freeway Listen to me speeding It's freeing Listen, I am sure Not listening to you anymore So you do what you gotta And you take what you want to But you better leave me You better leave me with California California ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
2.
Things are taking off I watch the summer as it melts in my cup I watch the boys and girls put on their makeup I watch the ocean as it's drinking the sun I find myself with a little problem I point my finger and it just looks like a gun What do I say to make them stay instead of turn and run? I don't want to be alone, I just want to hold someone I want to be loved I just want to be loved I want to be loved I want to be I want to be Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh So glad I caught up with you Boy, I've been chasing you around like a ghost You felt my presence all tied up with a bow Oh please understand me I'm just trying to get close I find myself with a little issue I hold out my hands and they just look like a noose What do I say to make you stay, instead of turn me loose? I just want to give in, I just want to be with you I want to be loved I just want to be loved I want to be loved I want to be I want to be Do I ask, do I ask? I just want your love Do I ask too much? Can't you see our pretty future, boy? Can't I take you home and make you mine? What if I told you I thought you was the one? What if I told you I would die trying? I find myself with a little problem I point my finger and it just looks like a gun Are you going to turn around, are you going to run? I just want to give in, I just want to give up I want to be loved I just want to be loved I want to be loved I want to be I want to be Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
3.
I'm stomping through the shadows Crashing through the shallow Screaming like an arrow You are counting up excuses And don't like what my truth is Or how I use it But I'd go door to door To find what I believe in I'd keep searching To show you that I mean it Flying or crawling Climbing from the ashes But I'll keep walking No matter what the path is Set foot at the pinnacle Feeling indestructible I stand in the middle of everything Soak it all in as if I were invincible I can do anything You know I've been practicing I'm ready for faltering, stumbling Trying again and keeping it visible I got my magical, magical thinking You tell me that it's uphill But you can't keep my heart still Don't care if the blood spills I just want to pay my dues I don't care about the bruises But I'd search across the earth To find what I believe in I'd keep hunting To show you that I mean it Flying or falling I'll be brushing off the ashes I'll keep walking No matter what the path is Set foot at the pinnacle Feeling indestructible I stand in the middle of everything Soak it all in, as if I were invincible I can do anything Oh how I've been practicing I'm ready for faltering, stumbling Trying again until it is visible I got my magical, magical thinking Ooh Ooh But I'd go door to door To find what I believe in I'd keep searching To show you that I mean it Flying or falling I'll be brushing off the ashes I'll keep walking No matter what the path is Set foot at the pinnacle Feeling indestructible I stand in the middle of everything Soak it all in, as if I were invincible I can do anything You know I've been practicing I'm ready for faltering, stumbling Trying again keeping it visible The pinnacle Feeling indestructible I stand in the middle of everything Soak it all in, as if I were invincible I can do anything You know I've been practicing I'm ready for faltering, stumbling Trying again keeping it visible I got my magical, magical thinking ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
4.
I wanna start a rumor and I gotta start it quick Like you're kissin in the kitchen, watch you lickin' your lips Singing to my choir Light that fire at both ends of the wick You believe it if I say it, got you tight in my fist Starts with something little, but the whispers make it hot You'd think that it might fizzle, but momentum is hard to stop Just a little joy inside that poison and you just want a drop You'd buy it if sell it, it don't matter what cost I think a little crooked, but I talk a little straight I think you'd better listen, because you got something at stake And they gonna talk They gonna talk about it And they keep talking until they've got something to say You like to tell your secrets? Come in and close the door I can brag about my knowledge every time that I get bored What's it like, the hike up there to my floor? Like getting you to follow every time I blow the horn? You start with something harmless, but the chatter make it hurt You think there's no way possible so you get self-assured My soul's saved, so it can keep it's worth It's so safe buried in the dirt I think a little crooked, but I talk a little straight And I know they'll listen, ‘cause they got something at stake And they gonna talk They gonna talk about it They gonna talk They gonna talk about it They gonna talk They gonna talk about it And they keep talking until they've got something to say I think a little crooked, but I talk a little straight And I think you'd better listen ‘cause I got something at stake And they gonna talk They gonna talk about it They gonna talk They gonna talk about it They gonna talk And they keep talking until they've got something to say ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
5.
You know me very well You know what I do You know my madness and my methods On the table right beside you Make no mistake I know you're very brave But you cannot find a reason that will stop me from trying so hard No matter what you do You know, I'd do anything in the world for you I'd give you money, kill somebody If you told me to But make no mistake No matter what you say You still won't have a reason to keep me from fighting You keep on fighting me I wanna be something more, something more Already felt the pull when I was born Towards what I was made for What I was made for There goes everything That you ever said You hear the wreckage of my failings Deep inside your head But no matter what you do I'll still seek the truth And it's giving me a reason so I keep on fighting I wanna be something more, something more Already felt the pull when I was born Towards what I was made for What I was made for They say, "Don't you think it's enough?" "Have you not tried enough?" "It's more than I thought you would be" They say I should grow out of it I should "grow up" "You're not young enough to dream" I wanna be something more, something more Already felt the pull when I was born Towards what I was made for It's what I was made for ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
6.
Carl Sagan 03:37
I feel the cold and silver moon When I am not asleep at night I have a book on Carl Sagan When I'm awake again That's too big for my mind The door is open to my room Hoping that you come inside But time only gets slower The closer To the end where we say goodbye Is this what you wanted? Is this what you needed? You finally see it Floating on a dot of blue I've come to see I'm not alone And as I think it over Like Homer There's so much that I'll never know A wind is howling out the truth You're looking at an empty cage I was perching on your shoulder But you got colder And I am afraid of change Is this what I wanted? Is this what I needed? I think I'm ready for this Is this what I wanted? Is this what I needed? You finally see it Is this what you wanted? Is this what you needed? I think you're ready for this Is this what I wanted? Is this what I needed? I finally see it ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
7.
What Gold Is 04:09
You smell like a wood fire Burning in December When the light is gold and the sun is tired And climbing slowly through the bones of winter You cut a tree down in the backyard And dragged the needles through bedroom Then you push me up against the headboard Though, I never knew I needed rescue I saved you safely I think you know this Because you're what gold is Baby, safely It ain't like me to back down that hard I guess I never learned my lesson When the line is blurred, to cross ain’t far Babe, I know you needed my protection I always took my time But now that you are waking Hell, it's never gonna be the same again And I cannot predict the changes I saved you so safely And you know this Because you're what gold is Baby, safely I keep holding Because you're what gold is You're what gold is Because you're what gold is Because you're what gold is Lately faintly fading ever slowly behind I saved you safely I think you know this Because you're what gold is Baby, safely I keep holding Because you're what gold is I keep holding You're what gold is I keep holding Because you're what gold is Because you're what gold is ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
8.
I Can Love 03:54
Everybody tells me to stop Everybody tells me to go home I don't know what it is I want to do I don't know what it is I want to say to you I can't believe what I want to do, do for you I want to tell you I want to tell you I can love I want to tell you I can love But don't know how to write a love song I want everyone to go away I want everyone just leaving me alone You're the one I wanted by my side You're the one, you’re the only one who makes me feel alive I can't believe what I want to do, do for you I want to tell you I want to tell you I can love I want to tell you I can love But don't know how to write a love song I can love I can love I have this dream Warm blood inside me Your smile exciting Inviting a heartbeat My cold beginnings Feel for the first time Feel for the first time Feel for the first time I want to tell you I want to tell you I can love I want to tell you I can love But don't know how to write a love song I can love I can love ©℗2022 Megan Slankard
9.
Send Hope 03:58
I've made a lot of mistakes I've crashed until my heart breaks I've opened up my wide eyes And share all of my insides The walls came down And the guards turned around And I never made a sound beyond "no" Send hope for us You know that I'd been looking for love Send hope for us You know what I am, exactly what I'm made of Send hope for us You know that I'd been looking for love Send hope for us Now that you know what I'm made of I've made a lot of mistakes I've crashed until my heart breaks I am closing down receptors I'm not open to the winded lectures The guard that I put up at the walls when you take them down No, I said I'd never be alone again Send hope for us You know that I'd been looking for love Send hope for us You know what I am, exactly what I'm made of Send hope for us You know that I'd been looking for love Send hope for us Now that you know what I'm made of How do you sleep, is it deep? Do you dream, is it sweet? Does it seem to be real? Send hope for us You know that I'd been looking for love Send hope for us You know what I am, exactly what I'm made of Send hope for us You know that I'd been looking for love Send hope for us Now that you know what I'm made of ©2022 Megan Slankard
10.
Do you remember that time when I cut my finger? So you played the chords and I was the singer, oh Then there was that time when you couldn't sleep When a couple of nights turned to uncountable weeks, oh Like a deer at the end of a barrel, I steadied my breathing Only to be betrayed by my thundering heartbeat Afraid I would wake you with my affection for living It filled up my chest to the point of exploding Do you remember that time when I thought music could heal ya? But you thought I'd sound better if I sang like Ophelia, oh Where you'd cry out your story, tragic and deceitful Wrapped tight in your arms, so loving and lethal, oh You stand at the edge of the world, lost in the Atlantic With the end of the sun spotlighting your shipwreck All while trapped in a bottle on your grandfather's mantle Where history says you're not done with his battles Do you remember that time when our wills were broken They split and they spilled out like oil in the ocean ©℗2022 Megan Slankard

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California & Other Stories is the 6th independent album release by San Francisco, indie-rocker nerd, Megan Slankard. The recording, which was co-produced by Slankard along with Nashville producer Alex Wong, (Delta Rae, Vienna Teng, Elizabeth & The Catapult,) showcases new sides of Megan's music, balancing delightfully belligerent rock and roll with cinematic soundscapes of orchestral instruments and robot harmonies. The collection of songs in this long overdue break-up album make a Jackson Pollock-esque explosion of instrumentation and emotion, from deep mourning of loss of time and self to confident struts into a future of possibilities.

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released October 28, 2022

Produced by Alex Wong and Megan Slankard
Engineered by Alex Wong,
Additional Engineering by Megan Slankard and Emmy Ingesson
Recorded at Angel House South, Nashville, TN
Additional Recording at Frankengoose, San Francisco, CA
Mixed by Alex Wong
Master by Ryan Smith at Sterling Sound, Nashville, TN

String arrangements on "Something More" and "Send Hope" by Alex Wong
String arrangement on "Carl Sagan" Alex Wong and Megan Slankard
Vocal arrangements by Megan Slankard


Noises performed by:
Megan Slankard: vocals, electric, acoustic, baritone, and high-strung guitars, bass, ukulele, Rhodes, foot stomps, percussion, handclaps, whistle
Alex Wong: synths, pedals, drums (Side B) and on "Something More"
timpani, idiopan, cimbalom, foot stomps

With additional help by our incredibly talented friends:
(Tracks 1-5)
Kyle Caprista: drums, spds, percussion, handclaps
Gideon Klein: cello, violin on "Something More"
Carrie Welling & Emmy Ingesson: vocals on "California"
Eric Hölljes. Brittany Hölljes, Elizabeth Hopkins (Courtesy of Delta Rae): vocals and handclaps on "I Want to Be Loved"

(Tracks 6-10)
Adam Nash: pedal steel, and additional electric guitar
Jennifer Kummer: french horn
Liana Alpino: harp
La Vie Quartet:
Gideon Klein: cello
Jake Tudo: viola
Josée Weigand: violin
Hannah Sorrells: violin

Art by Megan Slankard

Special thank you to Gary Barth | Sean & Mary Echevarria | The Rothenberg family | The BOSE Live Sound Team | KC Turner & Brianne Lucke | Daniel Schacht | The Wreckage: Danny Blau, James DePrato, Jeff Symonds, Kyle Caprista | Delta Rae | Carrie, Emmy, Adam, Jennifer, Liana | La Vie Quartet | the insanely talented Mr. Alex Wong | The "Slanknerds" on Patreon | Christopher & Jasmine | and my amazing, beautiful, patient, caring friends and family.


This project would not be possible without the support of my dear Patrons.
www.patreon.com/meganslankard
www.meganslankard.com


All songs written by Megan Slankard, Frankengoose Music (BMI)
©&P 2022 Megan Slankard

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SAN FRANCISCO INDIE-ROCKER Megan Slankard has independently sold over 40,000 copies of her 5 self-released albums and is currently planning to release a new double-EP project fall of 2020. The EPs, co-produced with Producer Alex Wong (Delta Rae), show new sides of Megan, balancing delightfully belligerent rock & roll with lush cinematic soundscapes of orchestral instruments and robot harmonies. ... more

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